Growing Up

I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

Waking up is fucking lame
Feeling like I'm not the same
I just wish to end this day
I just wish to end this day
I don't wanna go around
Never leave my fucking house
I just feel is not the same
Hanging out is not the same
All my friends are going far
And I'm still here with my guitar
Ain't got nothing to be pround
Ain't got nothing to be pround
And don't tell me I'll be fine
I don't even know why
I'm dead inside
I can't hold this fucking door
I can't hold this fucking door

You know that I can't go on
Same old reason but I can't let go
I've tried to leave but
I'm hunted by ghost
There's something wrong inside my mind
Don't wanna live but I don't want to die
Feels like I'll fade away
There's nothing else to say
I guess this is growing up
And I've never felt so fucked
I've believed in all those lies
I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up
And I've never felt so fucked
I've believed in all those lies
I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up
And I've never felt so fucked
I've believed in all those lies
I've believed in all those lies
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up
And I've never felt so fucked
I've believed in all those lies
I've believed in all those lies

I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up