Blood Diamond

I'm tired of diggin holes to bury bones from all my friends
Oh here I go again just wishing life would never end

I stand alone and I can’t believe all of the signs I didn’t see
That one day it would just be me standing here on my own 2 feet

Can we just play pretend so I can see my friends again?
I'm lost in pain under the rain, never be tamed, told I'm insane

Angry thoughts can overwhelm and vengeful shots can never tell your true intention
They’ll never mention since your inception that you’ve been exceptional

Still got my spark
So I'm leaving my mark
No shots in the dark
Just straight through the heart

My life’s on a wild ride
So I will smile wide
Living every second with a smirk just to feel alive

No don’t look inside
Save yourself don’t even try
Built like a devil I can settle every battle and I’ll rattle your mindset
Can see from your palm sweat
You lost we first met
I’ll fill you with regret

Don’t you think I would’ve tried to bring him back and save his life?
It’s never ending, never healing
Never happy, never willing
Staring at the ceiling
It’s a never ending feeling
Nothing ever seems appealing
I just want to start some fucking healing

Do you know what it feels like
To be rippin on a mic since I was a tike?
I will never forget like riding a bike
So I search for my next track to ignite

I shoot for the sky like flying a kite
Can tell you wanna fight, well it’s on sight
Gonna hit you with a right like oh goodnight
You’re out on the floor so please sleep tight

They call me a dog cause I might bite
If you keep your distance it can be alright
I'm good with my words with how much I write
If your with with me I can be your light

I’ll tell you everything you wanna know
I'm on the grind to keep from feeling low
My pen is like an arrow and a bow
It’s killing daily making me some dough

It seems like death is knocking at my door
I’ve learned that life has turned into a chore
Cause I’ve been beat down into the floor
But I’ll be back settling the score
Settling the score
Settling the score
Settling the score
Settling the score

Out here for years outrunning my peers
Always switching gears, blessing all of your ears

We can never be the same
Cause I’ll leave the track in flames
Not playin games, I'm just takin aim

On a killing spree, you’ll disagree
Down on your knees, never be free

I'm sorry but I gotta cause I got a lot of problems
You living is a toss up
You’re looking at the boss of your life

I'm tired of diggin holes to bury bones from all my friends
Oh here I go again just wishing life would never end

I stand alone and I can’t believe all of the signs I didn’t see
That one day it would just be me standing here on my own 2 feet

Guess you wanna, start some drama?
You’ll be crying all the way to your momma

Listen up now, you will see how
This will end for me you will say wow

I'm out on the grind I'm sure you will find
If you’re wasting time your life with decline

I'm in my prime, not waiting in line
There’s a mountain to climb, I can teach you to rhyme

And I'm living every second just to prove that I can do it
And you’re dying every second that I write another huge hit

Been calling my shots believe it or not
I'm not what you thought, gonna rewrite the plot
That talent you bought ain’t shit so you got
A lot to be taught

I’ve been in a session venting all of my aggression
Now I'm telling sick confessions to get rid of bad depression

We all need a lesson
Needing answers to our questions
Want to leave a good impression
But we’re searching for direction

I don’t wanna hesitate
Let’s over come and dominate
Looking forward to the day where I can go and celebrate

Sad thoughts I terminate
Confidence I’ll generate
Now I'm back settling the score

Settling the score
Settling the score
Settling the score
Settling the score